dont really have anything fun to say... i feel like i usually do... regardless of how i actually feel... thats one of the thing chinatowngirl hates/loves about me... she thinks im the happiest person in the world..
giggle.
alas, act how you want to feel and you eventually will.
fuck eventually.. i think i need something faster acting...
writing? bourbon? painting?
im going with B...
i need something.
having trouble feigning happiness recently except in short doses.. usually when around strangers.
maybe i havent surrounded myself with enough strangers...
then again, i havent exactly surrounded myself with familiars...
who the fuck knows..
Promise the next post will fondle your cockles and you will love it.
love me.
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